Tuesday, October 25, 2005

journal entry three...

part of me really wants things to work out between them - really wants them to be happy together so that what they've done to me is actually worth it.

and then there's the other part of me that hopes they can never look at one another without feeling shame and regret and that it eventually drives them apart and back to me. so that i can say no. fuck you. i'm over the both of you and i don't need to let either of you back in.

someday we'll know how it all turned out.


Blogger Oh So Wonderful said...

My ex-husband thinks that in his head everyday...shame, regret, disappointment! How do I know...he told me so. Do I love life? Absolutely...


October 26, 2005 3:39 AM  

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