Tuesday, October 25, 2005

sometimes it doesn't hurt...

sometimes the pain goes away for a moment and i know i'm going to be okay. it's easier when i don't hear from you. i can forget about it for a moment and go on.

but then, after i've taken a deep breath and assured myself once more that yes, i will survive this, the ping of my inbox sends my heart into my stomach and i die a little bit all over again.

death upon death upon death upon death. one email at a time.


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