Tuesday, January 03, 2006

journal entry 142...

who even knew i had this many tears inside of me? i can remember years where i didn't cry at all. when i was content if not entirely happy. now i feel like i'm constantly on the verge of a relentless crying jag.

i'm still on the rag though so maybe it's just hormones again.

(why am i so afraid to admit that it may very well just be terrible grief that i can't manage to get through? because then i'd have to consider that i might never get through it and am doomed to a life of grey skies and heartbreaking despair.)


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