Thursday, January 05, 2006

journal entry 146...

it's that J was my best-friend. that he was truly the only person in my life that i trusted completely and knowing that i was wrong about him kills me.

over and over and over again.

it never gets any better.

i feel damaged and broken beyond repair and i'm losing even the desire to recover.

now all i want to do is close my eyes and sleep without the threat of an alarm clock ever waking me.


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