Sunday, January 08, 2006

journal entry 154...

i want to be good, kind, forgiving, and loving. i really, really do. i feel terrible and guilty and base for not being a better person. for being hateful. for holding grudges.

why can't i evolve? why can't i get my shit together already?

i want to be a better person, i really, really do. i want to be happy and peaceful and loving and generous of spirit.

i'm a dehydrated little prune from all the crying and grieving and regretting.

it's a long, long life.


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