Friday, January 20, 2006

journal entry 176...

i'm not sure if it's PMS, residuals from J's bday celebration without me, the fact that my ipod is broken and i can't fix it on my own, or all of the above, but i am starting to feel a bit of melancholy approaching. i'm trying to stop it before it comes on too strong but i can feel my throat closing up in spite of me and my heart feels sunk into my belly.

maybe it's a hormone imbalance and i truly do need meds to deal with this. at the moment i feel quite like i wish i was dead so that i could just rest peacefully forever and forget all of this stress called life.

i need to find a GYN A.S.A.P. before i K.I.L.L. myself.


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