Wednesday, January 25, 2006

journal entry 183...

you know, it just hit me as i was doing my exercises: i really am starting to feel better. happier. i don't wake up feeling anxious or scared as much. mostly i just wake up feeling like myself - determined and proud.

i can do this thing. i'll make it through and the woman i end up as will be even better than the woman i was before.

the only times i feel anxious or afraid are when i think i might run into one of them. not just J & A, but all of them, that whole crowd that i'm no longer a part of. i just don't want to see any of them or have to deal with them.

so far, so good. i hope my luck holds out indefinitely. permanently.


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