Wednesday, October 25, 2006

journal entry 293...

my life is busy and full again, and as weird and ridiculous as it sounds, i sometimes find myself feeling nostalgic and longing for this time last year when i was completely alone. sometimes i even miss the sorrow. i don't know why.

i remember when i took down all of their pictures and how final and lonesome it felt. i think i was in shock for a really long time. it never seemed real to me, you know? i always felt like i was outside of myself watching everything happen. even now i still feel somewhat removed from it all.

time passes so quickly. it went slow at first but now, looking back, it seems like such a long time ago. i don't even miss them anymore.

1 Comments:

Blogger Bobby said...

Screw them. Right?

October 28, 2006 8:02 PM  

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