Friday, November 03, 2006

journal entry 295...

i do still think about them but now it's only for fleeting moments and there's no regret, just disgust and irritation. i can usually dismiss the thoughts and put my mind on other things. lately, those other things have been KI and wondering if maybe he was my one true love. if it's possible that i could have found and lost the only real love of my life by the time i was 24. could it be possible? am i meant to be alone? to just remember what love and passion were like and find comfort in those memories when i'm lying in bed alone at night?


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